I Used Permethrin But Have A Few New Bumps

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Well, this is my second story q I, well I'm not a specialist, and committed many mistakes layers (eye, porfa tell me) but I could create a BH after thinking or, well, to the point.

the story is on.

Ryoma lost his wife after five years together, the fruit of marriage was a girl named Megumi, who was feeling alone. his father (Ryoma) being cool about finding a nanny to take care of his beloved daughter, and then speak again.
several options after finding that indicated he believes. Find it out by reading the story.

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Endlessly.

"The soul of

Endlessly.

"The soul of man is like water. Comes from the sky, rises into the sky and the earth becomes despuésa in an eternal cycle. I'm sure I've been here, as I am now, a thousand times before, and I go back a thousand times more "

Goethe.

"Live so that you get to want to live again, that's your duty, because relive anyway! "

Nietzche.

BELLA SWAN.

"Bella" smiled happy to hear Edward's voice again.

"Yes?"

"Do not, please," I pleaded with anguish and anger in his velvety voice. I remembered that was put well when I was very anxious.

ignored him as I prepared to jump. The rain whipped and swirled around me.

"Do not do it," I plead again. In vain.

"You wanted it to be human" I reminded him. " Well, look at me"

"Please. Do it for me "

" is the only way you're with me "

" Please. " was a whisper in the rain that fell like a curtain of water, turned my hair and my clothes soaked.

I stood on tiptoe.

"No!" , forbade me furious.

smiled raising his arms as if to pull my head and raised my face to the rain.

"You promised me," tried to cling to my words. "You promised to be safe "

"Can not keep a promise to a lying, Edward" I had the courage to reproach him.

With those words, I bent down, crouching to take more boost ... and jumped off the cliff.

"No!" distressed Edward roared.

"Yes, I screamed jubilant, while the fall and gravity acting on my body, but surely it passed through the dark surface of the water darker and sink it. And there was nothing left nothing. My body was surrounded by cold water. It made the hole in my chest is enlarged by the memory of Edward's cold arms on my skin. His heart had proved so treacherous as the sea. These were the thoughts that came over me as the rush of adrenaline and I was stabilizing caíay fell deeper. I should not allow it. I made the mistake of not waiting for Jacob to jump, to feel too smug about myself and above all I should never underestimate the magnitude of the storm.

But it was too late to fight the waves playing with my body, ignoring my clumsy efforts to try to come to the surface.

current caught me and was not going to lose this battle.

Everything went black and despite rebel and try to move arms and legs with insistence, he soon realized it was a puppet in the ocean. Opened his mouth to try to get some air, but all I was getting was that my lungs to fill with water more quickly. Every effort was useless. I was not going to survive this. I fully assumed and the vision of an angel I confirmed it. The truth that I would have liked to devote myself my mischievous smile that made my heart come out of the chest, but angry at him through clenched teeth, the nostrils dilated, and the brightness of his black eyes look out with intensity I also value. I did not expect out of it. I owed that after so much suffering.

"Bella, still swimming," I urged her voice.

Instead of heeding my mind and my body agreed to drop the arms to the side of my body and stop moving the legs.

"Damn it, Bella!" , swore angry to see that I behaved as expected, "Fight!"

"No" , I rebelled. I did not want a life if he was not there.

"Struggle"

"If I fight and live, I will not see"

Me refused to fight anymore. I felt happy as never had been in recent months. Jacob even had been able to fill that void.

They said when you were at death's door, your whole life passed before your eyes like a movie. In my association did not. Material has not had enough in my life for a great movie. Had been brief and not very exploited. Deserved only relegated from oblivion a few months. The happiest.

If I died, I had lived with Edward would too. Although she no longer loved me, or never I had, what I felt had indeed existed and deserved to be saved.

And while my lungs were collapsed and burned me gasping for breath, and leg cramps invaded me, I wished with all my might have a chance for Edward and the world knew As he had loved.

Tick tock, tick tock ...

My heart rebelled after so many months now to keep still. A little late.

Tick tock, tick ...

There was no pain. Just happiness.

Tic, tac ...

My mind and body are dissociated and the image of Edward sobbing melted into nothingness.

Tic ...

One last wish is blurred with the waves.

"I want my love story survive the space and time"

...

EDWARD CULLEN.

Aro I had not been helpful in this. No matter. He knew how to make them angry. Even he could not ignore that one of his subjects to ride roughshod one of their beloved rules. And fewer still the golden rule that every vampire must comply.

And at that moment, where my shirt was my feet and the sunlight trying to lighten my skin, composed of dead cells, was when I was going to violate our most sacred law and thousands of people celebrating the day of San Marcos, would witness a show ever forget. Razóny Carlisle had expected everything to be rapid.

was absurd to think that I was allocated the same place where Bella had gone after his suicide. Since I tasted the first drop of blood, the place I had been vetoed. But I did not care.

was sure of one thing.

I could not stay longer in this world like an insect crawling and feeling every bit of my innermost being was going slowly and rotting off ; NDOS me. Was not affiliated to pain. Would not survive in a world where she was not.

While she was alive there was still hope. Alice had been right in everything, and leaving me by my impulses selfish, he had returned to Forks, with their tails between their legs, savoring the bittersweet taste of defeat and weakness. Had entered the sanctuary of his room to watch her sleep, safe and sound, and have waited until chocolate colored eyes had been opened and had noticed me. Then he had begged again and again to forgive me. I do not have mattered knelt at his feet, as long as you have seen his face a smile of absolute pardon. And then to be talking for hours until dawn. At this point I regretted not having been selfish and Bella have dragged me to an eternal night, transforming an aberration of what I myself was. To imagine her as cold as a piece of ice and standing like a stone, but my favorite song sounded in his chest and his mind was concentrated only in the mind of a predator, but breathing deeply and safe in my hands I felt there was more conviction than I uttered that forest of Forks, stabbing forever. Crawling in the motels of the world and ruminate my grief, would not call it survival. At heart felt gratitude to Rosalie for being honest and point blank tell the truth, calling instead to take the overprotective and pathetic Carlisle and Esme, although their motives were not correct until the last moment she was thinking.

But thanks to that impulse, had ended with a slow agony that had lasted months and could not have been extended. Or surrender or die. I myself had signed our condemnation. If Bella was under a marble slab and let the worms devour her body after all the years they become dust, leaving nothing that could not prove it, was my fault. I should be strong and to have away from me. Or I should be weak and to have given an eternal night.

no longer worth complaining about what had happened and whatever happens in the future. Simply did not exist. And that idea of mocking me so much in the past, really began to panic.

As he walked toward the center of the plaza and in my mind would slip insignificant whispers of the Volturi guard, begging to return to the shade and go talk to Aro, I came a talk to the head I had with Carlisle and his belief that for us too damn a soul.

I wish that he were here with me and I had caught her hand to encourage me. I wish that I had whispered in his ear that it was unlikely but it was sweet as honey.

sun rays crashing into my body and I felt no warmth in them. He was already beyond good and evil.

From all that I would have regretted more hundred years of history, only he did something that in these last moments might seem trivial.

For a moment I wished with all my being that Carlisle had not been wrong and that I had soul. My last request as he was dying for a moment that anything could survive me and to tell Bella because I acted as I acted and then retire into the shadows for all eternity.

did not ask to be forgiven. I just wanted that the most valuable person in my world, knew how much he had loved this monster.

"Just a chance" , I prayed to any entity, benevolent, which had a negligible time for me to beg, while the Volturi dragged me to start with process.

"Edward ..." His voice, calling me, I served as a placebo to the death I expected as I felt little bit like my body was dismembered and the pain numbed me ...

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`cause I want it all...

Hysteria

It's bugging me, grating me and twisting me around yeah I'm endlessly caving in and turning inside out ...

S I except that the stereo had cost me a fortune, he had broken into a thousand pieces. Beginning to think that the world was against me or something.

He had heard that damn song over and over again. Not that he had nothing against it, on the contrary. But before I fixed both in letter and in music. But just now noticing that lately I was weird, did not benefit me at all.

was missing a week before the wedding and took almost a month regretting the decision to sleep with Bella on that night, after consummating the marriage.

When I sneak into Bella's bedroom, to ensure his dream felt that my body began to burn to feel her full lips on mine. Something inside me told me that I needed something and did not know that. One thing was certain, and it was not his blood. Last night I was with her I noticed that the kiss was prolonged more than necessary and my lips parted more than I could afford.

heated and surprised, Bella turned from me and gave me a light kiss on the cheek, I knew little and following his usual, laid his head on my chest, making me feel all the warmth that emanated from his body, before surrendering to sleep. My arm, as usual around her fragile waist, while he dozed happy for the first time I noticed the roundness of her hips and I had the urge to lift his shirt to stroke his soft, smooth skin and see the perfection of her waist, as his shirt and tracksuit conceal her curves to perfection. For the first time, I had to turn away from it and head to the window to open it and give me air. It was getting really hot in that room and the aroma of Bella was not helpful, precisely. I spent all night next to the window, watching her sleep, as I veníaa my mind the chorus of that horrible song.

'cause I want it now, I want it now, give me your heart and your soul, and I'm breaking out, I'm breaking out, last chance to lose control

Alice never know how grateful I was for having taken Bella to make last minute purchases before binding, despite the face of resignation that Bella had to endure such torture. But my little sister Machiavellian warned me not to read her mind tried to find out what they had to buy and when I try, my mind filled with images of Carlisle and Esme in the forest, where had gone hunting. Only the prey of Carlisle on that occasion was not a deer, precisely. To make it tricky scene, Alice gave as background music the song that had one month taunting.

Yeah it's holding me, morphing me, and forcing me to STRIVE to Be endlessly cold and dreaming I'm alive Within

For my own sake, I decided not Back to pry into the mind of this little devil, if he did not violate the privacy of Carlisle and Esme. And most importantly, if I wanted to start putting into practice, in the hundred and six years of life he had, what I said in my time my parents and teachers, if I did, I would blind. Stupid unscientific basis.

The song is repeated again and again and my mind came pictures of my little angel lying down on me and making my blouse, while his sensual lips roamed my neck, burning my dead skin, while the flames of hell, or paradise, as one looked, around us. I hurriedly got up from the sofa and went to my bathroom freshen the face.

water could not ease the fire that threatened to burn inside me, though, that when you look in the mirror, this skin was as white as the rest of my body.

"OK, one hundred and six years have endured, I encouraged myself," What do you care support a week? If you are only one hundred sixty-eight hours more. Whenever you're the kind of problems arise, think about things antierotic "

The reflection of my mirror, I returned a smile and began to carry out what I advise myself and I recalled that time in which we were Bella and I in the tent in the mountains and suddenly as the figure that I wanted at that time appeared. I began to concentrate on his jet black hair, copper skin, his fierce black eyes and especially his huge body, covered only by a pair of pants. The smile of the mirror is increased. This worked. I could not imagine anything more antierotic Jacob Black.

But suddenly, the Jacob called, got into the sleeping bag from Bella and his stinking body approached the fragile Bella. His big hands defiled my beloved's skin, smearing each of their perfect curves with their filth. Slowly he lowered the waistband of pantalóny with one hand, glided through the skin of her hips and the other, I was up the shirt and dangerously close to his chest and massaged it.

His black eyes bored into me and his mouth made me a grin that was meant to be a smile. When I stop smiling, I directed the following words, humming the chorus that evil song.

'cause I want it now, I want it now, give me your heart and your soul, give me your heart and your soul, I'm not breaking down, I' m breaking out, last chance to lose control

shook my head quickly. Damn! Even my worst enemy told me to undertake and I sleep with Bella!

- CHUCHO, SON BITCH! "I vent with which less guilt had this time because it was unfair to attribute to him this problem.

my nose fins flared to receive a similar aroma of lavender and violets flooded my room. I would know him anywhere in the world. And if you added the fact that you hear the beat of a human heart in this house, there was no doubt who it was. I wondered who would come so soon and decided to go out and say hello.

Bella was sitting, when I left the room BATHING not due to my presence, as he was absently reading a bridal magazine. I assumed it was something that Alice had told him to read. I did not interrupt him and leaned against the door frame to observe. Should not have.

was dressed in the most sweeping possible and as time wore on since I knew I had found beautiful, was nothing compared with the time. He was wearing a tank top, blood-red, I discovered, which further underlines its pale skin in a very suggestive. Her short black skirt showed off her long, slender legs. He had removed his shoes and was barefoot. He had crossed the legs to be more comfortable while spending was devoted to leíay pages of the magazine while he smoothed her beautiful brown hair that had come loose. But I soon discovered that my sight had been diverted to a part of your body you before, just now I had paid atencióny was looking fascinating. Was it my imagination seemed treacherous Bella round his chest?

My shirt was beginning to weigh myself and my pants were too tight.

- are here! "The joyous voice of Bella took me from my reveries and tried to draw a smile to hide my thoughts to his innocence.

I had forgotten how effusive that it could become at times and before I could make an evasive maneuver, I was glued to my body and his arms were around his neck.

To cover my concerns, put my arms around her slender waist and I drew closer to me. Through the gap between your head and shoulder, I put my head and my eyes went to her upturned ass. I wanted to see if it was as tender as at this moment I was looking.

"Edward, Bella control yourself and think you're a real cycle. You are behaving like a real teenage hormones and are worse than when you wanted blood "As my hand went around his waist.

"I missed you so much," he muttered as his warm hands caressing my face as usual do, only this time it began to acquire a different meaning.

-Alice has made you many laps, right? "I told the first thing that entered my head to try to calm myself" What have you bought? "I asked for education without actually felt curious about what he had done with Alice.

blush because I was feeling like his blood was going to his head.

"Nothing special ..." stammered embarrassed by something, "Alice told me not told you," he admitted.

nodded and resigned myself to the Alice secrecy about the wedding.

- Home Is Alice? "I asked hoping that someone would refrain me a bit.

-No. Jasper has come out with a walk. He says he will return at night, entering the night. Do we need it for something?

"I do not ..." he muttered through his teeth again and again cursing. Where was when I needed it?

I look, worried, and with his hand lifted up my face so I could look into her eyes.

"You're not thirsty," he murmured, looking worried my golden eyes. It was true. He had no thirst for blood "You're far away, Edward" Her voice broke.

Trying to placate my new instincts, which had nothing to do with a predator, I stroked his face and pressed my lips to his ear lobe and gave him a gentle kiss.

"I'm a little nervous about the wedding, that's all, I lied as he whispered in her skin, feeling like his blood was concentrated at that point. What I could not tell was that she was hysterical, and never better, as would happen after the wedding and that basically was willing to send forward the club and the event.

Bella's smile lit up her face and grabbed my hand to sit on the couch.

To my surprise, Bella did not sit next to me, but went straight to my lap. He closed his eyes and leaned her head on my shoulder. I inhaled the scent of strawberries from her hair and my lungs filled that scent that threatened to make me lose control.

And I want you now, I want you now, I feel my heart implode, and I'm breaking out, escaping now, feeling my Faith erode

-Edward-Bella's voice pulled me back from my reverie I did not know you liked Muse.

-Hum

"You were humming a song from them, I said fun.

"I'm opening up new fields of music.

laughed and stroked my face. Could not help but surrender to the warmth of your fingers through my face, memorizing every detail of this. I just get carried away and turned my face to his to meet his lips.

The kiss began as usual, but suddenly, a strange impulse made me Masy gaped a little taste of breath filled Bella entirely my taste. And I lost track. My hands caressed her smooth face, became entangled in his hair and running my fingers through his hair, got to his shoulders and they were lost due to his back. I wondered how I could have lived without that feeling during my nearly one hundred and ten years of existence.

Suddenly Bella lost contact with my lips and turned away from me slightly. In his chocolate brown eyes, was drawn surprise and they appeared a strange glow that I knew not interpret. At times like this, I hated not being able to read his mind.

questioned him with her eyes and she lowered her own indicating where was the problem. My hand was placed in one of Bella's breasts.

I opened my eyes in surprise and shame he gave me. I thought Bella was terrified of my attitude and as soon as you recover, try to hit me a good smack on my bold move. Right thing to do would have been removed my hand from there, but for a few seconds the temptation was stronger and my hand pushed this slightly.

"There, go! I never thought they were so soft ... not so warm. "

"Sorry," I muttered as I intended pequeñoy child, much to my regret, to remove my hand from there. But my instincts had enralentizarse as Bella grabbed me by the wrist and would not let me move his hand from where it was.

"I would not have given you permission to move the hand out of there, Edward" His voice was authoritative as never before I had heard it.

I looked as if they knew and this gave me a smile full of millions of implications.

To my surprise, I grabbed his other hand and placed it in the other breast. He bowed his head on his shoulder and his smile broadened. He did not need another sign and started to caress over the shirt. Bella headed to my lips and returned to meld with mine, her fingers tangled in my hair. Of her breasts to pass her back and hips and moved my hands at a pace that these were going moving, all marked by the sinuous movements of Bella to kiss passionately, as the corresponding I was.

Amidst the pandemonium of caresses and kisses, my hands were found again in her breasts and returned to the massaging action as I watched Bella closed his eyes and concentrated on breathing. This could not be good for your heart, beating like a hummingbird beat its wings. The tips of my fingers were in the birth of his chest and palms in the middle, covered by the shirt. If you liked me before, now I was beginning to annoy, because it represented a barrier between your skin and mine.

Bella, not as many rodeos as he walked with me and was with the work of all the buttons unbutton my shirt. When he did, the first thing he did was move her delicate hands on my chest, memorizing each of the imaginary lines of this. Then put his face in Ely was devoted to glide across the surface of this. The heat emanating from his face and the aroma given off by his hair, made me realize that my blouse was there more, so I let go of it as fast as I could, pulling, carelessly on the floor. Bella shifted and sat astride me, around my hips with his legs.

"I think this about" I pointed to his shirt and understood the hint that I threw. Eagerly, I got the shirt for her slender body and the lift arms to facilitate the work. At the top of his body was only a pinch of black semitransparent white protruding from your skin. As he had guessed, her breasts were round and very beautiful.

I went back to Bella's face closer to míoy my lips began to settle on his forehead to move their eyes, the tip of his nose, cheeks, lips, chin, his neck, his collarbone and finally the birth of her breasts. Bella's fingers were devoted to the work of massaging the root of my hair, donating a portion of its heat to my body.

Without her to tell me anything, I slid my hand around the waist and skirt decided that would be fine accompanying my blouse. Bella should be of my opinion as mine took off his body, slightly and placing his hands over mine and helped me push this down. Gravity did the rest. It was probably the effect of watching the tiny matching thong Bella with her bra, but my pants was getting narrower and made me ache groin. So for me it was a relief when I undid the button Bella my pantalóny push it down slightly. With hands and legs helped me by hitting a strong kick to join it with the rest of the clothes. I stood naked before her beautiful eyes watching me as a beautiful work of art, with the only protection for my black boxer.

"Let's play" I whispered in his ear, his voice incredibly sensual.

I could not avoid making a giggle. I pasted his warm body against míoy grabbed her beautiful face to bring it to me. But I just bring my forehead with it and penetrate with the eyes, exchanging breath.

"That means we have to anticipate the wedding night a week," I panted without worrying too much that it were so. Moreover, I could not wait Masy cursed me to impose myself that stupid clause, which left me half way between heaven and hell body of my indecision. Clause that would nullify course, provided that Bella would agree.

seemed that I could read thoughts, and she closed her eyes and her pretty face became the paradigm sensuality.

"I love you I love you, I want you. Here and now, "whispered feebly reminded me of a mermaid. Since then his body was singing to me.

No longer need to attack, in loving plan, and fusing with it in a passionate kiss, as I never dared to pass, I decided to turn the tide, and be myself you handle this situation. That was blinded by desire, one that should not mean losing control of my actions. Do not ever forgive me if something happened, to try to make my more selfish desires.

subtly I rolled on the couch and pose gently lie down there doing that. She seemed to understand perfectly our new rules by simply looking at us and smiled, sweetly.

When I could be free to do so, take a look at her naked body and held a whimper. I had not seen something so perfect since the Greeks made their stone and marble Aphrodite. At that moment, Bella reminded me of Venus rising the sea in all its splendor. Only your warm flesh was much more voluptuous than all the perfection of these curves.

I had to admit that the girl had met a while back, had become a beautiful woman. And loved even more. At that moment she reminded me of my true nature and realized it was just a man who loved this woman.

showed him as he loved her, lying on her and resting my arm on his back for not having to endure a single ounce of my body on yours. I had to contain a laugh, feeling like his blood and his body hovering in mine produced a slight tingle. I was tempted to put my ear on his heart, but her full lips were invited me to drink your breath and stay satiated with its essence.

kissed her lips, noting how his breath made my throat ardiese and saliva, instead of relieving the fire, revived. His hands caressed my back and could feel the ice floe that was my body, it was melting as Bella is dedicated to cherish every hidden area of my body, discovering curves and turns that never imagine having.

Heat. It was very nice. At that moment, Bella reminded me of the earth warm and able to give life to the beings that she protected her mantle. She had succeeded, making me feel more alive, in the short time I knew her, that everything could have done ninety years earlier. My skin was never as warm as at this moment.

was so absorbed in touch and focus on the lavish kisses, that I realized that Bella had approached his lips to my neck and was dedicated to sharing soft kisses to happen after his tongue over the area once covered their lips. My breathing quickened to catch the air that came into my lungs. Not that I need it, but it was annoying not being able to inhale the aromas that came off in that room. Suddenly I felt a slight tightness in the neck.

- Ah, I let out a little cry of surprise and pleasure to realize that I had bitten Bella's neck to toy with me. Luckily, no trace on my skin would signal their teeth. The evil was accustomed.

in reply to their games, bared his teeth and snapped to show I could play that game too. He laughed softly, as he volvíaa yield to my touch, spread through her belly, waist and hips.

My Kisses were distributed by his lips, jaw, chin, neck, her collarbone and finally the birth of her breasts. On reaching these, his throat gave a little gemidito, which I assumed was pleasure. Decided to increase this wave of pleasure, to tell you how much I liked being with her and gave her a gentle massage on his chest. As stimulus closed his eyes and arching the back. I remembered then, in the few images that I used to capture when Emmett was with Rosalie in that situation, Emmett was often put the tip of Rosalie's chest in her mouth and she seemed to go crazy . Clearly too, Rosalie pretended orgasms. Still I wanted to try with Bella and crossed my fingers that he liked a bit. I approached slowly between them and with the tip of my tongue, rubbing a little fabric bra where he allegedly was her nipple.

- Ah, I heard him out of his throat. That meant I was on the right path. This time, I spent more tongue surface and the friction was longer. His moan was louder. That emboldened me and I decided to see if the taste of her breasts was like the rest of your body.

her bra straps had fallen due to gravity, so I decided to help and let go of this troublesome pledge. First crawled one gently, and then headed to the next, limiting myself to perform this simple task to then download the clip to the waist. Before unzipping, gazed with wonder that little hint that they were her breasts. Not very voluptuous, round and plump. Perfect.

"They are very large-admitted, his voice quivering with shame and a scarlet red.

"They are beautiful and this can not be disputed, I replied with an authoritative voice, touching the tip of the nose with the tip of my finger.

joyous and happy I smiled.

Before checking the taste, first I wanted to feel its texture and whether they were as soft as the rest of your skin. Lightly press this and it seemed much better than could have ever imagined. At my touch, her nipples got hard and swollen, and his chest is rounded, getting goosebumps. I put my face on your ceiling, I lingered a moment to sniff that part of the body of Bella so unknown to me. I was drunk, so it was very easy to kiss your breast, at first, then lick them. When my lips landed on her right nipple, note that harden in contact with them and that all his blood was concentrated there, producing a pleasant tingling on my lips. Simply delicious. A consequence of this, I noticed that my underwear is narrowed and groin started to hurt. I worried a bit. He understood that a vampire could not gain weight.

Bella, with her eyes closed and competing in capturing air, grabbed my hair to draw me use whatever your body and enjoy the sensations. I felt happy that I Doing so enjoy that.

While my mouth was a nipple another, without putting in too much on this so that no poisonous rozase my teeth, my fingers massaged his chest covered my tongue. I did not know how long that task, but the only thing I knew was that I did not want to go on forever. This taste of ambrosia with my favorite lullaby, composed by the beating of his heart told me that even without a soul, could enter into a paradise that I had previously vetoed, but then had to go down to hell.

Passing of her breasts to her belly and reached her navel, my tongue gave him a gentle lick. This made the issue a nervous laugh and began to twist with pleasure, rubbing on my couch.

Arriving at his hip, pulling her tiny thong, prevented me from continuing my kisses, so entangled my fingers in both strips and lowered it slightly. The bone protruding from his hip, was covered with kisses.

My fingers passed through the thong, delighting in the soft fabric of this, while the groans of the Bella rhythmic beat of her heart, was music to my ears. I decided to put more pressure on my fingers and Bella moaned even louder. Beginning to think I was being a bad boy. And worst of all was that I liked.

Tired of her thong was the last obstacle to my view could be delight with its beautiful naked body, turned to tangle my fingers into your strings and pull it down to the level of her thighs. Gently spread her legs and the lift slightly to remove it before my eyes and see her nakedness. Reminded me of a nymph forest. Pure indescribably beautiful while mischievous and cheeky. Adored her when her brown eyes looked at me with desire as her face blushed.

After revel in his body, whose pale skin contrasted with the black of my couch, slide her panties down her legs while giving a gentle massage. Went his foot to my lips and began to cover it with kisses. It made his body began to convulse with laughter and nervousness.

"Edward ..." I remonstrated with a nervous laugh even-... tickles.

But I was in my time skiing and with a wry smile on my face, as she liked, lift, slightly, with a finger up and began to wipe the floor of this. That he could not stop laughing and tried to rebel against me to get loose. Obviously, he failed.

"Edward, Edward, Edward ... Edward! - And unavoidably kicked me in the nose.

- Ah, "I had to admit that it hurt, That is hard, does not mean it's rock!" I blurted out something annoying.

- You have what you wanted! He made a grimace of anger.

- Gross! "I threw in my face and pretending that I was angry I curled up in the hole that was free of sofa and I turned my face.

I was soon enveloped by the warmth that emanated from his body, his arms surrounded me and forced me to put my head in her lap.

"Sorry," I whispered in my ear, "Have I done much damage?

nodded.

- Where I hurt you? "I asked playfully," Here? "I gently kissed the tip of my nose.

"A little further down, I muttered followed suit.

- Here? "I kiss on the gap between my nose and my lips.

-hum

- Here? He kissed my lips.

I let out a laugh stupid and she went down her lips continuing with the game. Only that it felt better lying would realize that it returned to knock on the couch and dragged me me with it. Her hands rested on my hips and motioned me to broken so that I remained lying on his back with his frail body on mine.

- Here? "I kept asking continuing the game, placing her lips on my nuts, on my collarbone and my chest. His breath tickled my skin and tongue, naughty, on my nipples made my breath ragged, as it was in the dilemma of gasp or get air for my lungs. A gentle nibble on my nipples it made to bend my back, because of the excitement.

I could not help a little cry of surprise when I felt his warm wet tongue passed over my belly and his hands slid beneath my underwear to save on your fingers the lines my crotch. I closed my eyes to everything and only me got carried away.

reopening it, I found myself face to face with her pretty face and your smile bright playful. I gave him a brief kiss on her lips and she laughed.

- Is everything OK? "I asked him fondly.

In response, she was limited to widen his smile and show my underwear that I had gotten away.

Before I could complain, she placed her lips on mine, confining to embrace her tenderly as we were beginning to yield to our mutual kisses and caresses.

My hair and my body was wet with sweat that ran through Bella's body, giving this a touch more sensual and attractive than ever I had thought.

lost count of how many millions of "I love you" could sneak in those moments when we got lost in seas of kissing, gasping, stolen caresses, feeling shameful and many more unbreakable ties strong and enduring blood.

For a moment she seemed tired and rested his head on my chest.

- Do you want to call it quits? "I asked worried and a little disappointed because I felt that something was missing.

But she, resting her chin on my chest, it only shook his head and widened her smile, then head to my ear and whispered.

"But if the best is going to start now. Already point "He laughed in my face of skepticism as noticed a strange tightness in my groin.

rested his hands on my arm, I suggested that we change position and I was back with his body, covered only by the mine.

She looked for a moment something under my chest and turn your view of my face began to laugh. By chance, I looked where she had set and between her thighs, pressing, I found the cause of my pantalóny narrowed my underpants.

I had to look twice to get used to the idea of what I was seeing was true. I could have sworn this morning to shower, had a size much smaller than it seemed at this moment. It was assumed that vampires no longer doubted that we could grow our bodies Masy either. When he returned from hunting, he would have to talk to Carlisle. I realized that this had to enter the delicate body of Beauty and the idea made me shiver. All you get, it was cause irreparable damage in your body that will never forgive me. But Bella did not seem worried, as he started to open their legs and understood as an invitation into his body as his soul had been occupied by me from the very moment we met. His soul had become mine.

sighed and closed my eyes to be guided by my instinct.

"She relies on you for something. You've been wanting since forever and now you can not roll back " I encouraged my human side.

"Be a man for once and do please take what is yours. Take it, take it, take it! And then, drink their blood delicious, I extolled my part vampire.

-Edward-Bella's broken voice broke my train of my thoughts-Do! "His voice was pleading.

"Do, do, do, do it ... You're in control. This is your moment. Decontrol, debauchery, lust, blood ... Solo, do it! "roared in unison my human part and my part vampire.

Three against one. What could I do! Because for once, my two natures had agreed on something and Bella supported them because they would listen. And then they should say that I was one of those people that was in conflict with his conscience.

In saw Bella's eyes reflected the glow of self-determination in mine safety and mine near his body. She opened her legs so that I could accommodate and conform to every curve of his, leaned head on his shoulder and I could feel his hand stroking my hair.

"I trust you" I whisper in your ear by way of encouragement. I smiled to myself. I sighed, closed my eyes and just let me go.

still do not know how it happened, but suddenly the pain that had invaded my groin during the time he disappeared and was replaced by a sudden heat concentrated in a specific part of my body and from then thousands of electric shock through my body. Felt some resistance that was removed immediately and knew I was in Bella.

My mind roared like a wild animal but from my throat came a moan too human, which, however, I tore the throat. I felt fragile and strong at the same time and for the first time I felt that I was going to eat the world.

But feeling that Bella's nails dig into my back tried, without success, I looked and all my enthusiasm disappeared.

His face was the paradigm of absolute pain and I knew that I was doing a lot dañoy his little body had not adapted to mine. I felt like a monster.

My first reaction was to leave it, but then she took my face in her hands and shook his head.

"You promised me" I pleaded.

although reluctantly continued his tears burned my skin of the shoulder, groaning in pain I drilled the ears. Just shaking hands stroked my hair and gave me encouragement to continue. I went to her pretty face bathed in tears and my lips began to dry them one by one.

"I'm here," I whispered "Do not let anything bad happen to you" I promised.

A sob came from his throat and interpret it as a yes. It seemed that his physical pain and my innermost pain were not going to drag on forever and that became a long torture. In the long years of my life I had learned something and that love was hurt too much. Tonight he was suffering in my own flesh.

To reassure her, only took me closer to your ear and sing a piece of a song, which inevitably reminded me of it.

- Just one kiss and I'm alive, One kiss and I'm ready to die 'Cause you're so beautiful ... "I sang a lullaby so getting that As I go deeper inside, the slight sobs allegations become much more intense feeling the pain of physical union. To look into her eyes flooded with tears, I saw them shining in gratitude and joy of having wanted to share her special moment for her and for having the willpower to do it without her out wound. His eyes became before closing and succumbed to the pleasure that my body was willing to provide.

In appreciation became much more insistent and wrapped her legs around my waist, as I put my hands on his hips in order to deepen even more our union.

The beating of his heart showed me what was the rhythm to follow and every tick of this, I moved inside her, slowly but surely, as gasps and groans could tear MA ; s absolute pleasure. Pleased to know that she was fine and enjoying this almost as much as I do, I decided to slightly lower our guard and let me go for what Bella's love was becoming a physical reality where chemistry showed all their axioms. The ice melted in the heat.

just closed my eyes and I became a castaway of lust. A fire that burned and yet my body tingling, which had concentrated in that part of me that Bella was now within, spread through every fiber of my being. Soon I began to feel I was riding a roller coaster and ecstasy overcame me completely. Had reached my climax.

- FUCK, THAT HAVE BEEN LIKE ME! "I shouted excitedly and then I realized that Bella had been watching me greatly missed on the road as if he had lost a screw "I think that an orgasm was belittled and embarrassed," he muttered.

But she just smiled and stroked my face with his warm, soft hand. I leave clothing for warmth and before let me down, I remembered something I told Alice about the girls needed a little longer to climax than men. The truth could not remember a story that came this conversation, but that made me think and I realized that Bella had not yet reached the pinnacle of pleasure. I felt so wretched as this was his moment and if I had agreed to be with her this way and spent the best night of my life, was at the insistence of her for wanting to be in this so human to me. But that could be amended.

no explanation of anything, I rolled again and this time I put on his back accommodating Bella in my body. My hands moved from her hips to her breasts and this took me by my arms.

"Your turn, miss," I let him open field like a gentleman and this, realizing that I meant happy kissed my lips and closed her eyes as her body began to move rhythmically against mine. Slow, rhythmic movements, guided by the ticking of a human heart.

Before closing my eyes, I noticed slightly on it and my mind recalled what they were mesmerizing hair stuck to his skin with sweat and movement of this on your back. As more and the beating of his heart, his movements were more rapid and concise, his hands gripping my arms use whatever and finally I realized that Bella had broken the barrier of ecstasy, climaxing. Exploded in a huge gasp that left me stunned and it very comfortable. Then simply take a deep breath before opening his eyes.

"I've had an orgasm-admitted embarrassed. I laughed pequeñoy happy as a child she joined my laughter, before falling exhausted and elated in my chest.

Gently left it, the cool clothes with my arm.

"Thanks for making love with me," I whispered.

"Thank you for loving me I answered.

His hands turned to my face and stroking delight, as I closed my eyes and purred leaving clothing for warmth.

"See idiot like you can also give good things without having Bella human being? "Alice's thoughts I drilled the brain, feeling the slow breathing of a sleeping Bella on my chest and her naked body covered only by a blanket and my arm. Since I was in high spirits, although a little thirsty and with the need to go hunting tomorrow and also a little worried because my membership had me back to my normal size and had to have a chat Carlisle urgent before Bella and this should be alarmed over, endured with resignation the shrill and piercing thoughts of my nagging sister.

"But this I forgive you!", I swore mentally, "You have one week ahead of the wedding night knowing I had something special reserved for you! I've screwed up everything! "

I could not help a smile at the thought that evil another advantage of having slept with Bella now, was that Alice would not have to force us to spend a stupid ceremony. Anyway, knowing as he knew, realized that something was going to prepare, but at least he had been happy giving Bella what she wanted without ceremony or surprises.

"Alice Cullen word that I'll have some ready!" He swore in all languages he had learned over his long life.

"If you say" I just think boring, while disconnected from the stressful thoughts of my sister and hum the first song that came in mind. The truth that now if I was going to make a fan of Muse.

Stuck In Your Urethra

Pray

Pray



Life is a miracle that we can not understand, just feel it. So pray for all those children that their time is about to start, "Tina Coursin, Pray.




R Ecogia my things to return to the routine as it was being done since the last three months, in absolute silence.
was not sure if the shirt was well pressed, or if his tie matched the suit, but for some time, Esme was no longer responsible for those small details.
that morning not even bother to go back to say goodbye to her.
I imagined her lying in bed, curled up and looking erratic wall without see anything. Had passed his hand over his pillow and noticed my skin was wet because of tears. Being
my week on call, and be not seen her for a couple of days, I did change my mind. Would
Apparently it was too insensitive? A being without feelings? "Cold as an iceberg? Preferred
who thought that they saw as, diaa day, hour by hour, my heart was breaking, feeling helpless, seeing without being able to act as the pain was gaining a little more s departure, and Esme was clinging to him, plunging into a world so dark, in which I was not welcome.
This morning was my white flag and I eventually gave in to the obvious. Was lost and, thus, the passport to my happiness. I was tired of swimming against the tide and ended up resigning that this would be my new habit. Why
to fight the inevitable? We simply had to get used to the idea that the happiest times of our six-year marriage had ended. Was it worth
mourn over the loom Frayed happiness? Best insensitive and cruel that breaks down. One of them had to make sacrifices and stay afloat with real life. Esme had chosen; I had to accept the other option. I took the maletíny
took shelter in my hand, leaving the room without looking back, only accompanied by the eerie silence of the house that was beginning to be huge for us alone, and especially when that silence was filled with tender words of yesteryear.
The doors were closed. All but one.
had made a pact with myself not to fall into that whole routine, but was stronger than me and I instinctively moved my foot more effectively than my rationality, and entered the room, more like a blue sky and white clouds, trying to contain the lump in my throat made me every time I saw this white crib surrounded by stuffed animals and several first-games for a baby.
I was surprised at how intuitive it be with sex. Always said that our first child be a boy and, from the beginning had painted the blue room decorated with suitable for children.
I wiped a tear involuntary impatient to see on the wall that tag bearing the name of that son would never have.
Anthony.
That room had remained well since it all began.
three failed attempts and no results. Even
had saved a couple of eggs and viable for a new attempt, but in the end, I sensed that this does not llevaríaa anything. Esme would not be able to face another failure and I did not see the end of the road if she does not recorríaa me.
The other measure was adopted and had already been signed various roles. But a child was not something that falls from heaven and I wondered how soon give up before we should give some news.
I shook my head nervously. It was not worth playing with the smoldering embers and left there as a soul who had the devil.




~ * ~


Nothing presaged me that this day was unlike any other. Patient
less masochistic patient, and coffee breaks with colleagues and nurses.
was talk of time and tasks newspapers, anything to distract us from the job.
I let myself smile so broken and so histrionic laugh when one of them told stories of the antics of their children.
And when he returned to work, giving instructions to the nurses and younger residents, everything seemed to stop when a large group of paramedics and nurses came rushing with two couches, running chaotically towards anywhere, while one of them cried with a loud voice: "Doctor! Medic! "
Without knowing where the coffee left, I walked quickly into one of the stretchers.
But one of the paramedics shook his head. I looked at the table and saw that the body was covered. Understood.
There was a car accident on Archer Avenue # 20, Dr. Cullen, "I explained the background while I walked a step asentíay rápido." In the car had two people a man and a woman. He was the husband. His name was Edward Masen and was thirty years ... "he muttered while on his way to the morgue and I was stopping. "I fear, Dr. Cullen, you can not do anything for him. But she may still need, "he nodded at the other table that was going into surgery.
As an automaton, I addressed the surgery number six and sterilized as I put my hands and gloves, mask and hat, watched the chaos that was around the woman from the bed changed The cleaned blood and trying to put it straight to intubate.
"Bring two units of blood cried negative zero the head nurse.
was so absorbed by the mental exercise of the procedure was under way, wondering why it had not been required radiographs, which I turned over the heart when a young nurse I was informed of all :
"Her name is Elizabeth Masen. White woman of twenty-five years. Presents a picture of multiple injuries all over his body and there have been breaks in several major blood vessels which has caused severe blood loss.
- What is the degree of seriousness, "I asked methodical.
I do not know ... have not been able to do a comprehensive review given the state ... "He shook his head.
I stared at her in a threatening manner. Had they put into this matter to the novice nurse?
She was cowering before my eyes and began to babble in a disjointed:
"There are circumstances forbidding ... ... this ... there are too many risks ...
not let it end when I went directly to the woman and decided to ; see the extent its severity.
But I was rooted to the spot where I saw two paramedics of great strength, assisted by three nurses tried to straight women, which was completely curled up on itself, with hands on her belly.
Although, I concluded that weigh no more than sixty kilos due to its slim figure, I was totally surprised that she would not budge one iota and the participants were unable to incorporate it.
By noticing the position of her hands on her swollen belly, I realized where I was the problem.
- Let me this to me, "I ordered, I got it! Meanwhile, someone get me a scanner and a baby monitor, I demanded as I stood so close to the woman, breaking dangerously sterile area.
Gently I stroked her hair and held my mouth to where his ear. "Her name is Elizabeth
informed me nurse.
"Elizabeth whispered as if he wanted to wake her," I know you're trying to protect your baby. And you're doing very well, but you max out your strengths and need for everything to go well. Please let us help you and the little I begged to hear me.
So it seemed. She somehow seemed relented and agree to the nurses brought to the supine position and relaxed, so I was able to intubate.
Apparently, his pot belly had not suffered any damage.
When a Attendees brought my scanner, I cleared his belly, I expanded the gel and connectors slid along the surface. The monitor gave me the picture soon.
It was a child, about eight months pregnant, and so veíay monitors showed me was in perfect condition.
The electrocardiogram of the mother told me she was not so good. Rather, their status depended on a thread.
I bit my lip anxiously and sighed loudly.
had a difficult decision in my hands ... and would have to be quick ...

~ * ~

spent every hour for Elizabeth Masen's room to check on your progress. I was not aware of time that had elapsed had happened only three times.
And everything remained the same. Rather, a little worse. Elizabeth
remained constant in his gravity. There was no kind of evolution. Not for better or for worse.
However, the baby's vital signs were slowly dimming.
had to make a decision soon before it was too late.
One of the nurses came and looked anxiously to see if she had to find out about the relatives of the Masen.
- "Well?" I asked, mimicking the anxiety that gnawed at me "Do you know something?
It just shook his head.
-Unable to locate any family of Mr. Masen. Nor is it known friends close enough to bear the brunt of this decision. I swallowed
saliva. That only meant one thing.
"The decision to save one of the two applies to you, Dr. Cullen," he said ruefully. "The hospital director has signed everything to be in order. What you decide will be right.
- Sure! "I muttered anguish at the thought of playing God and choose who should live.
Before leaving, I inspire courage:
"We can not always save everyone," he said. "Maybe there is so momentous decisions we are beyond our understanding. You have to let some solutions to our superiors, looked up at the sky and was lost amid the crowd in the corridors.
Powerless, I collapsed in a chair handed me his hands through his hair.
What if I am wrong?
was clear that to save one, was to kill the other. And I could not decide who had more right to live.
not know the damage he had suffered Elizabeth and what would be its evolution. What I knew was that she would not support such as a Caesarean operation.
The monitor told me that the longer we delay, the less chance the baby would survive.
I took a deep breath and stared at Elizabeth.
could not receive too much of it due to the tubes and the wounds he flew into the face. But somehow it seemed very attractive with its strange wavy red hair and his face serene, despite the circumstances.
Slowly, as if afraid to wake her, I stepped to her side and sat beside her, taking her hand.
I do not know why I have such confidence when you barely know you, or why I tell you this, not even think you can hear me. But I feel that I have a time bomb going to explode in their hands, and I have much fear of being wrong, "she honest with her in supplication. "Somehow, despite your condition, I feel better when I'm talking to you. It's as if you intuited somehow, you could give me a solution ... "he shrugged and nodded, feeling helpless. "Hopefully pudieses tell me what you want.
I started to get up, when it suddenly sounded vital signs monitor and Elizabeth were stimulated to almost normal levels, and for a moment I thought I would wake up.
did not, but not stopped surprising me, seeing as Elizabeth moved her hand, with the agility of someone wearing improper ways, squeezing me hard.
And with determination, our hands went to her belly and placed in the center of it.
made me realize that what was only a matter of hours.
Elizabeth had lengthened his life, only and exclusively for your little one survived. She had taken
decisióny I just had to help take him to the end.
our bond ripped it slowly and not dwell too much on legal palliative, I signed the papers. I picked up the intercom
the habitacióny I contacted reception: "Here
Dr. Cullen. Prepáreme the operating room number six for an emergency cesarean section in half an hour ...





~ * ~ I tried to ignore the beeping of the monitor as he indicated to the operating room nurse manager who was instrumental sterilized. Did not want to agonize as foreboding as the constants of Elizabeth went down to the par with those of her unborn child.
"Hold on just one hour more," begged mentally waiting could hear me somehow.
"Everything is in order," he told the anesthesiologist putting the epidural in the lumbar area of Elizabeth.
Meanwhile, I was awaiting the ray technician who made the ecografíae indicated the place where the baby and what the most appropriate place to maneuver.
"It seems that everything is correct," he said Dr. Ryan, chief of obstetrics.
- What is the status of the baby? "I inquired. - Is it viable?
nodded as I noted in ultrasound image representing the baby.
-With eight months, almost all fetuses are. By the swollen belly of the mother and the gestational age, there should be no problems. Perhaps the lungs have not fully developed, but there is nothing that can not be remedied with time in the incubator, "sighed looking at Elizabeth and cable network around her. "The biggest concern is it.
"Yes," I could not tell the secret that Elizabeth and I shared. And while I washed
hands, I wore gloves, entered the sterile area and picked up the scalpel and forceps that nurses had prepared me, I left my mind blank so that the fate of Elizabeth ceases to matter and concentrate on what really mattered.
I looked at his unconscious body to the image area of the monitor told me appropriate to make the incision, and heeding the instructions of one of the surgeons, produced a cut in the skin of Elizabeth. Overcame the resistance offered me his body to be torn by cold knife, and I gradually deepening and stretching the fissure enough to maneuver.
The first drops of blood stained her immaculate skin. The smell, rust and salt, came to my nose. I had always been surprised that such elements form a perfect pairing of life and death. Perhaps wanting to know the answer, I did medicine.
I was startled when the monitor began to beep loudly and looked at him. It was Elizabeth. I noticed that his vital signs, heart and brain activity descended rapidly. I watched the baby monitor and so far remained stable. Had to move quickly.
A couple of nurses came into Elizabeth stabilizing one, but I scolded:
- Now, no! At this moment, it is not our patient. Our patient has not been born yet and we need to do so. Forget that and will monitor your baby!
"Dr Cullen is right, I supported Dr. Ryan. "The main thing is the baby. Then try to save the mother. Beep
intensity increased and I had to make an effort of self-control to not despair. I had very little time.
Fortunately, after several leather and fabric cutting, I began to see the end of the road.
beginning to see the baby's head.
more relaxed this little hope, I lined the edges of the forceps with cotton and put gauze around the wound. I opened the clamps and put them on the ends of the wound to maintain a margin of openness.
That allowed me to see that the baby had the umbilical cord coiled around his neck. Another clip prepared by pressing the cordóny, fingers, I retired to accommodate the hands of her little head and he dragged me out.
not protested to his first contact with the outside world and worried me. But I had to take her mother's placenta and throw and cut the rest of the cord.
And while the screen light indicated that the heart of Elizabeth went into bradycardia, oxygen saturation dropped to eighty-five percent and the EEG became flat, I was with a small viscous thing, wrinkled and bruised my arms. And not a single regret while his mother's electrocardiogram became plane, and the head of several nurses tried to revive cirugíay based on injections of adrenaline and applying the defibrillator paddles.
- Increase the current intensity, "I heard my companion ordered one of the doctors who took care to revive Elizabeth.
- The baby does not respond, "I was alarmed when he saw him limp in my arms.
- more intensity, "again demanded.
- Do not cry! "I went back to cry. Finally someone
throughout the welter, heard me and told me what to do:
-Grasp the heels upside down and give him a spanking on the behind-the doctor called me Ryan said as he helped the revival of Elizabeth.
I did as ordered and she gave him a strong slap on the butt. There was no sign. He waved in the air and did it again with more force.
And at that moment, the piercing cry of a baby deafened by loud noise apparatus. Watched sex and saw that it was a male. A child-and what child, "apparently very healthy and good lungs.
"It's a boy, I informed the nurse laughing, suddenly relieved.
Somehow, I had taken a great burden from the shoulders and I felt very light.
Something told me it was useless, but I decided to do my bit and strive for trying to save his mother who was still convulsing as a result of the defibrillator. There was no improvement.
was going to leave the baby at the hands of a nurse and go to the aid of Elizabeth, when someone pulled my sleeve and stopped me.
simply, I was paralyzed at the sight before him. And for a moment, everything seemed to go in slow motion. Even the baby's crying.
Elizabeth was there, in front of me, and despite the hospital gown, beautiful, pale, disembodied, with her red hair framing her delicate face a delicate, enhancing its porcelain skin illuminated with green eyes like emeralds.
simply, I was hooked to that vision.
tried to turn around to see what my colleagues were doing to keep her alive, but she had caught the sleeve of her robe and shook his head.
I grinned and raised his hand to my chest and placed it where my heart stood. A warmth that began at that point, invaded my body, and all the sadness vanished, and somehow I was at peace with myself, and I did not feel frustrated to see a patient die, or distressed by the loss of a human being. Simply reassured by knowing that it would be fine and in line by making sure your baby would be fine.
And I realized that the body trying to return life was not Elizabeth. The real Elizabeth, his essence, was to me. And I had his heart in my arms.
observed the time and date clock was gone.
- Diaye time of death? "I heard ask the chief surgeon while removing all cables from Elizabeth and hid her lifeless body. Twenty
-June at 03:30 am. Fixation
I looked bruised and wrinkled little thing that moved restlessly in my arms.
"It's a sad birthday for you, little ... But, after all, a birthday."



~ * ~ Even though the activity had decreased, I I felt terribly tired and could not help taking a little nap on my desk. The six cups
Coffee did not help me stay awake and how, at that moment, no one had needed for any emergency, I let this little pleasure.
were strange dreams, but nothing disturbing. Was unaware of what I dreamed, but what little I could remember was that they were all related to Elizabeth. Someone
stirred slightly, and I woke up without any shock.
I focused my eyes to the person who was next to me, and I wondered to myself because I was not surprised to find Elizabeth sitting next to me in my office.
I could not say a word when she, with her velvety voice and music, told me:
-Esme is in the hospital, "he said. "He's in reception, waiting.
As if I had stuck a sharp pang, I got up quickly, and went to the reception, trampling, inadvertently, a poor nurse who probably went to my office: "Dr. Cullen
stammered , while I was going to crash with it, "Mrs. Cullen, his wife, he is expected ...
-At the reception, I know," he said without stopping. "Thank you.
But when I got there, there was no trace of her and worried. I could not ask the receptionist where he was, as it was busy with the phone and arranging papers.
beginning to think had gone home, when the wing continues, maternity leave, I heard the crying of a baby and gave me a feeling a pang; I quickly guided my steps to that room.
And indeed, Esme was in front of the glass that separated the area of infants in the hallways.
But she did not seem to find that I was there.
was laughing and caresses the glass. Sabíaa not what should be, but I was happy to see that for the first time in three months that had elapsed since their last abortion, Esme was so excited.
I looked out my window and I saw what he did start laughing at Esme.
Although it would scarcely six hours of life, the baby of Elizabeth, had improved so inconceivable.
His skin was wrinkled and no longer the purple color had turned to pink. Had weighed 3150 grams and showed healthy nervous.
Perhaps the pain of being orphaned, or that it was one of the most beautiful babies I had seen, had become the darling of nurses and caregivers, and had not repaired in special care, from clothing to stuffed animals and balloons.
The social worker had visited him and to do all the paperwork, and said he did not take long to find a home for the baby.
had not yet opened his eyes, but somehow, he had sensed the presence of Esme and kept my attention with gurgles and small tantrums.
- What does a baby as cute as you are with a garment so ugly? "She sang as she did cuddle. "When I see you again, I will bring nice clothes. Nice clothes for a pretty baby. I could not help but smile
watching the beautiful picture that had formed in my eyes.
It cost so little to happy to Esme. And all she wanted could not have ... or maybe it? Carlisle
I felt a touch on my face. Esme had noticed that I was there and for a moment stopped paying attention to the baby, and turned to me.
"I warned you came, but did not find you. And now that I see you there with the baby, more animated than it has been in recent months, did not want to interrupt.
She only sighed.
-You left without saying goodbye, "he said in an impersonal way to not make me feel guilty. "At first I did not take too much account, because I thought you'd come back, but to spend hours and to see that you did not, I got scared and decided to go looking for you .... I a fool to not remember that was your week on duty ... I did not think twice and went to the hospital. Would tell the receptionist that tells you and go out for coffee with you while we were talking about our stuff ... "he took her hand and smiled ... And then I heard a baby mourn ... sighed and looked back at the baby squirmed uncomfortably ... It was like I was calling. Was stronger than me and ... "from the corner of my eye I saw as his shining every time the baby gurgled and arms stretched out it.
positioning myself behind her and held her by the waist while attracted to me. I rested my chin in her hair and whispered
"Partly, it was my fault. I must tell you I played the busy week ... But I got the feeling that you did not care too much ... I felt so far from me and did not know how to break the barrier that had
created between us ... She turned around and grabbed me hard with his hazel eyes: "I'm sorry
excluded from all this, I stroked. "I did not crawl in my grief, and all I got is that you felt worse ... You hate me so much ... I shook
, but she got to talking about:
" I know I can be very Egoi sta, but I just want you to know that I can drag all my sorrows and leave them. I can endure anything, but I need you by my side. If you're not here, will not know how ... I could not live without you .... For Please do not leave me!
sighed blessed by the fact that despite all the misery, the magic between us had not vanished, but it had made us stronger.
I framed her beautiful heart-shaped face with my hands and lifted it to look at me, and to ensure the sincerity of my words:
-Esme, there is no place to go if I want you do not go with me, "he confessed. "You are my home and my strength. We will draw strength from each other. And we'll be together forever. For better and for worse. That is my promise to you. And the rest, it will slowly mending, "he promised," you'll see.
She just to get my hand in his and squeeze it tightly and then took her to his mouth to kiss my knuckles.
thought to be reach nirvana when his warm lips brushed the sensitive area of my skin.
Magic caved in, in part, when we heard little moans of protest. Esme and I we just laugh softly, then, to break contact and Esme paying attention to the small presence that required. I shook
Head of fun. Just
was born and that little learning too fast. Esme
so I looked sharp with a radiant smile and bright eyes. She was pale and haggard, his hair was chaotic and dull, rough skin and chapped lips, but looked so beautiful when I had a question on the tip of the tongue and not stated.
But somehow we were so involved that he could sense what she wanted.
"Wait here," I said while entering the hatchery.
I said something to the nurse's ear and she nodded, smiling.
I went to the home of pequeñoy, as gently as I could, grabbed the baby in my arms in the face of radiant happiness and expectation of Esme.
This extended his arms forward, and the baby began to stir in my arms. Seemed to be waiting for Esme's arms. Just
. As he deposited into his arms, he calmed down and issued abríay gurgling with happiness as he closed his blue eyes and leaned her head on the chest of Esme, looking with his mouth the teat of it, trying to suck the fabric of his shirt.
Esme, fascinated by the gesture, he rocked and swayed as she began to sing a lullaby.
And when he saw Elizabeth, behind Esme, watching humming gently to your baby, and putting a hand on his shoulder as a sign of camaraderie, I had an epiphany. How
could not have realized so far? Possibly because they were the baby and Elizabeth who I had chosen us. Ely just him.
I must have been very blind not to see Esme's arms were perfectly molded for the little body.
And our home and everything was ready. Like us.
intently watched the baby. A red-gold
strand that escaped from big blue hat she had left. Hair so peculiar that it could be identical to that of her biological mother.
eyes round transparent blue to green could become over time were shown live and too expressive to be someone so small.
began to gesture with his mouth and I knew that trying a hint of a smile.
was ready. Handsome and smart. Perfect. A whole Cullen.
Esme's voice pulled me out of my thoughts:
- How is the baby, Carlisle? "Tenderly inquired Elizabeth Esme while staring at me expectantly waiting for my answer.
I felt mortified at not knowing what to say and being observed three pairs of eyes.
But soon I figured what could be our future together and it was clear.
-Edward Cullen Anthony ... ... ...

Smiles of Esme and Elizabeth illuminated that dark hospital corridor.